Come Friday I’m gonna have a completely different look I’m so excited
I wish I could be that girl that people just look at and think “wow she’s beautiful”
I still have feelings for my ex boyfriend and he doesn’t feel the same way!!!!! awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The girl who has lived a life longer than her years.
It’s easy to find her because she’s like a glass that was shattered then glued back together; you’ll always see the cracks. She was broken, and she’ll never be the same.
You’ll know her when you see her, she’s beautiful. She thinks slowly, she speaks extravagant wisdom, she appreciates more, and, above all, she has an understanding of the world that the majority are too ignorant, too unexperienced to see.
But she’s cautious. You might find her trailing behind a group of friends, not being the first to make a move, breathing in and out deeply instead of becoming angry. You’ll never find her provoking someone because she knows the pain of feeling like the world is against her. She’s reserved, calm.
For a long time she repressed the bad memories but learned it is better to embrace them. She knows what it feels like to lie in bed, staring at the ceiling for countless hours. She knows what it feels like to feel nothing. She know what it feels like to stick her fingers down her throat and hope an end to her self loathing will follow. She knows what it feels like to feel like she’ll never be good enough and think she’ll never be loved. She knows what it feels like to rather be dead than alive.
The girl who has lived a life longer than her years is the most beautiful person you’ll ever meet.
6 miler recovery run this morning! I might not have picked the best route because it was extreeeemmmmely hilly.
Splits: 7:38, 7:49, 7:46, 7:53, 8:18, 7:16
Then 8x100m strides and I might go pool running later. Happy running everyone!